I actually unearthed my old diary. Well, actually, my first diary, dated back since end of 1995. I know I have an even older diary but I think that was more on my primary days.
Reading back my entries brought up alot of memories that I've been suppressing. It... enlightened me, in a way that I found out alot of stuff I've been wondering about. It answered alot of questions too yet at the same time, it made me dive even further into my mind and my current situation. I'm not sure, at this moment in time, how well I'm handling the situation.
Only one thing I know for sure; I'm re-starting to write in my diary, which was left untouched since my 20th birthday, 4 years ago. We'll see how life goes for me and we'll see how my future self will react to her earlier recordings of life.
